Non stop harrasment. I just bathed in frankincense and saw a black thing come out of me. I’m not stopped being tormented they are now telling me I’m in hell. They are now telling me that for telling the voices to go away non stop that I’m just me. Everything I’ve heard is non stop going at me so I can’t even do my job. They say I’m fear or you are non stop fearing. The voices are non stop. As soon as I get up in the morning they are there. I don’t get time to breathe. My heart is pulsating and racing.
Everyone says I’m not believing they say I can still have him but I’m just me. I have no one to turn too and I’m exhausted. The voices are real. They keep saying give up your soul. I’ve prayed.
I called a Catholic priest. Don’t bother, they say drink blessed water. I said what would Jesus do. He said I don’t know.
They have ruined my life. They can change your energy. They pretend to be angels and then the real ones come and I won’t let them in.
Non stop they say think of your actor. You have no idea. You are you in your head. As though some demon is inside me. I’m scared right now. They say it’s what you say with your mouth.
They tormented me untill I swore at every voice. Not like me. Then they say you are a voice. You believe in folly.
I’ve met this guy once or twice. He now sad and so am I. I’ve started to hit my head. I’ve done many things and started wishing I would die. No one listens to me. They making it out that I’ve done terrible things. I’m petrified. This started with CIA hologram. I’ve fought me non stop.
Now I don’t care. The priest I confessed to him that I swore at them and he goes you don’t even know if you did swear at angels. Even if they were really there. This is my point.
Today I heard a voice saying we have to have you together. I never said I wasn’t with my guy. They say write and think of him. But my point is they don’t give me privacy. They go at me non stop. I hear a voice saying I’m in hell. But I believe I. My guy.
I’m being confused. Another voice goes hold your head high.
Why I love this guy. I accepted him but the hatred is being put on me. I’ve never felt so much pain and sorrow.
All I asked heaven was to see him more so I could get him in my head. I know who he is. I do love him.
Don’t fear, you fear. It’s rammed down my neck five years. CIA demon tatic.
They patronise. And say you can have him and one word like you can’t you
They keep telling me you are fear. I’m fed up sick of it. They are waiting for me to give up. My brain keeps thinking something is in me.
It was all loving first. My family and work people now think I have no boyfriend. Now the angels at first would heal the fear now they don’t do anything.
They want me to give up on love. They want more story writing then loving or healing me.
I can’t I love him but I’ve they go think of him. Then they go you can have him. Then another voice goes you are you.
This twin I love him but they say you can be with him. He real but why not speak to me. He stands there and does nothing. I’ve bin to hell and back and I wish he talk to me.